Wednesday, July 22, 2009
---I do what I want
Friday, July 17, 2009
shoves & pushes while I stubbornly dig my heels into the ground. I
want to write what he's telling me but I can't release it from pen to
paper. It like writing with a stick on a lake surface. I'm too tired
or stressed to write. Hell, I can't even write in my journal. There's
too much going on in my life & mind to find a channel for it all.
There's so many stories & plots fighting for their chance to get told.
I don't think I enough mental space or sanity to share them all.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
But I digress, I feel this is the best book in the series so far. The other books are going to have to work very, very hard to beat the pace of this book. It had everything: action, terror, suspense & passion. Just all in all, a beautiful read. Thank you, L.A. Banks!
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
In Love With H.I.M.
When it first started
All was young, fresh, & new
You had my heart &
I had yours
We took on the world with every breath
Our love never faltered & never
I only had eyes for you
Every beat of my heart was for you
Every kiss was a declaration
Every hug a celebration
My blood pumped with your strength
But like every fairy tale
We reached the end
I cried & screamed my pain to the sky
But you never stopped to listen
Yeah you did me wrong
But I inflicted hurt on you too
Give & take was all we ever were
Looking back I see where I went wrong
& where you fucked up
Even through the pain
I see the love that had grown &
The greatest gift you gave was the ability for me
To realize that I had a whole lot of
Love to give & receive
Loving H.I.M. was a hard lesson to learn
But I stare at that diploma
& hope to get my masters.