Monday, August 17, 2009

Ball of Confusion

Well, lately I have been actively trying to date. I've been willingly flirting with strangers and answering texts from flirts. I know basically what I want but I really don't want to pursue it. I would love to be in a stable relationship but I don't want to give up my illusion of freedom. I like the option of traveling at a moment's notice and not have to pander to a significant other on why I want to travel alone. On the other hand, I crave having that person love you and supporting you. It's a beautiful feeling but it's very blinding all in one. Maybe I'm being a chickenshit. Or maybe I'm being reasonably cautious. Who knows?

---I do what I want

---I do what I want

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Extra! Extra! Read All About It!

The news. Ah, the news. I have never really cared for it. As a Gemini, that is a travesty. We like being up-to-date and being in the know. I have never liked it. I find it often tedious & depressing and would rather spend my time reading something enjoyable. But I find myself not being able to explain why I am not abreast of current events. There's no excuse really. As a tax-paying American, I should know what's going and why. I completely missed Obama's BeerFest and the whole Wisest Latina thing. So to remedy my ignorance, I will now attempt to catch up on the year by reading all the articles from January up. Drastic? Maybe. Necessary? Definitely. Ignorance is not bliss in this case.