Mini Rant- Writing

This story is killing me! As soon as it settles me in one direction, it changes horses in midstream and gallops off in a different direction. I'm soooo frustrated and amazed at the same time. My Muse has declared all out war on me and is punishing me for being afraid of him. I cannot run from my Muse. He knows it & has yanked my leash.

Cracking the whip

My muse has been cracking the whip on me with an alarming rate. He
shoves & pushes while I stubbornly dig my heels into the ground. I
want to write what he's telling me but I can't release it from pen to
paper. It like writing with a stick on a lake surface. I'm too tired
or stressed to write. Hell, I can't even write in my journal. There's
too much going on in my life & mind to find a channel for it all.
There's so many stories & plots fighting for their chance to get told.
I don't think I enough mental space or sanity to share them all.